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2007-07-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

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twas the night before christmas.......

2006-12-24T11:12:00.000-08:00

the stockings were hung.....

The presents were wrapped...

the toppings were ready...

the bread is done....

okay okay.....so it's not the traditional story of the 'night before Christmas', it's the McLeroy story.

Here's wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas!

is this normal?

2006-12-16T06:37:00.000-08:00

What a fun day for Trevor....

2006-12-15T15:13:00.000-08:00

Today was a great day! For one, it was my last day of work until January 15th yipee!!! and two, Trevor received a special award at school. Grandma Sandy and Papa Joe were able to make the awards assembly and then I surprised Trevor at school to watch him and his class perform Christmas songs. Yes, they still allow Christmas in school :) Anyway, he was quite a good little performer.

Here are some pics....

Happy Birthday Trevor!!!!

2006-12-10T09:43:00.000-08:00

Thanks to everyone who could join us on our fun day at Disneyland. Trevor celebrated his 7th brithday by going on all the grown up rides! He loved them all. In fact we rode Space Mountain twice, Pirates twice, Indiana Jone, Thunder Mountain and the Haunted Mansion. He can't wait to go back!

2 REASONS.......

2006-11-29T06:25:00.000-08:00

Here are my 2 reasons one should not put up a christmas tree this holiday season!

Reason #1

Reason #2

May your decorating be as eventful as ours!!!!!

Happy Turkey Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!

Enjoy the day and remember.....don't eat too much!!!!!

Solitude

2006-11-18T09:30:00.000-08:00

This weekend the boys and Aaron went star gazing with other family and friends. I am so happy on so many different levels. For one, it gives the boys their 'bonding' time and two, I just need a break! I have created a list of projects that I want to get accomplished this weekend. I know, I should be pampering myself! But really...this is my way of relaxing. Knowing that the dusting is done and the carpets are freshly cleaned brings me great pleasure. It's only 9:30 and I have already finished Matthew's room (from top to bottom) and am currently working on Trev's. The list is probably way too much to finish but it makes me feel good checking each thing off.

Since working I have had very little time to work on the things around the house. All I seem to get done is the daily stuff (laundry, vaccuming, dishes) so what is left? Oh my...the yards, the organizing (if you could see my desk right now), my room, the garage....it's endless.

So now that I have finished my breakfast I shall return to my challenges.

I hope everyone else has a productive and wonderful weekend :)

Here's to Grandma Hall .....

2006-11-12T18:32:00.000-08:00

I sure hope that when I turn 86 I look and feel this good!!! Happy Birthday Grandma Hall.

Grandma turns 86 this coming Tuesday so today we took her to Don Jose's for lunch. Yummy food and great company!

update...

2006-10-15T20:38:00.000-07:00

I appologize for not posting any sooner but life has been crazy. I feel like I am always moving(which I know is a good thing) plus I am still trying to get thru this horribly inconvenient virus/bug/or whatever it is that kept me home the week after my cruise. I am feeling better (most of the time) and eventually I hope to find out what it is that is that is invading my body. Aaron says its in my head but if that is true then why are my pants becoming so loose? hmmmm

Anyway, for those who haven't seen my vacation photos I thought I would post a couple. Some day I will be set up on flickr so that I can show you slideshows but for now here you go!

2 more days and counting.......

2006-09-22T06:36:00.000-07:00

Need I say more?

Devan and Kip's B-Day

2006-09-16T16:33:00.000-07:00

me, Kip, Trevor, Grandma, Papa Joe, Grandma Hall, Aaron, Matthew & Devan

Kip and Devan

Lucky Strike Bowling Alley

Grandma's turn to bowl!

We had such a great time today.....we celebrated Devan and Kip's birthdays by going bowling. We went to Lucky Strike Bowling Alley at the Block of Orange and let me tell you, this isn't your traditional bowling alley, it has movie screens throughout the entire place, billiards and a restaurant that caters to events like the Grammy's. They even have a dress code!

The boy's had a blast and when I asked them what they liked best about it they both agreed that it was watching Grandma Sandy and Grandma Hall bowl!

Hiking in the hills...

2006-09-10T11:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Vivian took the boys for a hike in the Hollywood Hills. They had a great time!!

Women of Faith Conference 2006

2006-09-09T20:02:00.000-07:00

As I sit here writing this I am reflecting on the last day of a half. Thanks to my sister Lisa and her incredible generosity I was able to attend this years (and 2007 too) Women of Faith Conference with my nieces Joleen and Aimee. I have to admit I was a little apprehensive about it at first...thinking that it might just be a day full of 'overly dramatic bible worshipers'....but the reality of it was that is was a venue filled with 18,000 women just like me.

I am already looking forward to next years conference. For it will again be a time to be thankful and grateful for what God has given me, my health, my family and my faith.

Thank you Lisa!!!!!

First Day of School

2006-09-06T07:58:00.000-07:00

Yeah, it's finally here.....the 1st day of school! Trevor is extremely excited, a little nervous but that is understandable considering its a new school for him. Matthew on the other hand, would have liked his summer to be a bit longer. Can you believe how big they are?

it's Alex P. Keaton......

2006-09-04T17:53:00.000-07:00

You guys remember Family Ties with Michael J. Fox? Well this morning Trevor decided it would be a good day to wear his dress shirt and tie. He came out of his room sooo excited that he was able to put it on all by himself (lol). It was just too cute so I wanted to share :)

old look, new year

2006-08-28T12:16:00.000-07:00

Well he did! Matthew cut his hair. I think it looks nice...he of course has a different opinion. I did tell him that there is a positive side to this, hair grows back and his grows fast!

what are the chances?

2006-08-27T12:50:00.000-07:00

So today I am tackling one of my many projects of cleaning things out. Years ago Sandy (my mother in law) brought over a bunch of things she purchased from a local yard sale. She was very adament about me not getting rid of this collection of cookbooks...so being the nice daughter in law I am I appeased her and held on to them. Curiosity drove me to take a closer look at these books this morning. As I started taking the books out I noticed that there were two pamphlets that had address labels on them. It struck me really weird because the address on the labels looked real familiar. So I call my mom and ask her what her address was when she was growing up. Do you know where this is going yet? Well when she told me the exact address that is on these labels that date back to 1968 I was floored. What are the chances of me having in my possesion cookbooks (or at least two pamphlets) that belonged to my Grandmother? Is this spooky or what? I guess things do come full circle.

summer fun...almost over

2006-08-26T08:55:00.000-07:00

Well I have to say it has been a very rewarding summer. I have been allowed much needed time with my kids (and nieces and nephews). We have done many things, kept pretty busy and have many memories to reflect on. Usually about this time I am oh so ready for everyone to get back to school and for the scheduled days to begin. But I can honestly say that I am sad that it is ending (not just because I am going back to work!) I have enjoyed it and I am pretty sure the kids have too! Thanks for making it fun kids!!!!

not too bright tonight.......

2006-08-12T21:28:00.000-07:00

I am usually very good about keeping my things in order. You know, things in my purse (wallet) credit cards, debit card, drivers license etc. Well I must have been either (1) pre-occupied or (2) hungry.

So tonight Vivian and I take Trevor to the movies. We are at the window ready to pay and here is where it happens..."where the ---- is my debit card?" hmmm let me think for a minute, when did I use it last? Oh yes, at Weinerschnitzel today for lunch! Fortunately Vivian was right next to me because of course I had no cash and the only credit card I have is at home. Thanks Viv! So I find the receipt for lunch (but still no card) so I call them to ask if my card is there. Let me tell you, there is a reason Weinerschnitzel pays their people minimum wage. Anyway, no luck there. So here I sit with a check that needs to be deposited, no cash, a husband away for the night and a near empty gas tank all on a saturday night. Feel sorry for me yet?

I guess all isn't bad though....the Mike's Hard Lemonade is starting to kick in!

Good night and sweet dreams :)

summer camp

2006-08-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

Some people send their kids to camp during the summer in hopes of acheiving two things; something fun for the kids and peace at home. Then there are the types of people who create a camp for their kids; that is what happened this year, What a fun week it turned out to be! Given the amount of planning and work I would certainly do it all again. We are already looking forward to camp next year! Thanks for making it special :)

food for thought...

2006-07-28T14:55:00.000-07:00

There are no mistakes in life...it's just filled with alot of life lessons. Some of them are good and some of them you won't want to repeat. Strength, character and courage are what we will gain in the end!

it's my birthday and.....

2006-07-27T09:14:00.000-07:00

i'll cry if I want to......no worries, I won't go into a song...but really so today I am 36 years old and you know what? I don't feel like crying. Birthdays have never bothered me. I was excited about turning 21 (who isn't) and when I hit 30 I loved it! I don't feel old at all. Now there are days that my body feels used and abused but as far as my mind goes I think its pretty young (sometimes anyway). All I asked for from my family this day is to give me a quiet home with no arguing or fighting. We shall see if they deliver!

Happy Birthday's go out to Sarah and Carmen!!!!!!

WHO AM I?

2006-07-20T12:43:00.000-07:00

Answer: Gracie! She got ahold of my camera and decided to take a picture of herself! I tell you, these little girls are smart!

summer days...the pool

2006-07-20T12:37:00.000-07:00

Emily is braver than ever!
"I Like the pool!"
"Look mom and dad, no adults!"

Yesterday we took the kids to the pool at Aunt Teresa's house. We had such a nice time. Everyone got along and no one got sun burned!

summer days...the beach

2006-07-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we took a trip to the beach. If I am not mistaken it was the first time. Well...advice to my brother, don't spend a ton of money on vacations to exotic beaches. Once I put Gracie on the sand with bare feet she was already done! I was able to get her to stand on the wet sand and let a little water touch her feet. Emily on the other hand, loved the sand but was terrified of the water. Though it was a short visit it was still fun. The boys were able to play and the weather was nice!

summer days...sunday

2006-07-16T16:35:00.000-07:00

summer days.....

2006-07-15T14:25:00.000-07:00

Since I will be watching the girls this week I thought it would be fun to document their week in pictures. What better way to beat the heat then by playing in the sprinklers!

a little friendly competition

2006-06-30T11:03:00.000-07:00

Who ever said that a little friendly competition was a good thing was absolutley right! Yesterday the boys and I all went bowling. It was a fun afternoon that soon became a bit competitive. The first game I started off pretty good (for me anyway) and Aaron wasn't doing too hot. Well needless to say Aaron wasn't going to let me beat him so he ended up winning by 1 pin. Can you believe that! Anyway second games rolls around and I am hot! It was a tough game and I was being taunted by the boys the whole way through but I didn't care cause in the end I bowled a 184 and Aaron was (I think) a 178. Yes! Victory!

Just wanted to share something fun for a change :)

its all good...

2006-06-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I think I worry too much about life and the financial struggles that come along with it. After careful review of our finances we have discovered that we are in better shape then we thought. The trick now is to live within our means. This is difficult...we have always allowed ourselves 'instant gratification'...we are no different than lots of people these days...but it needs to change. What will and are we teaching our children? This will be a true test for us. Hopefully we can teach our kids what my parents taught me and that is to save for 'things'. In the long run they will appreciate what they aquire and maybe learn to think twice before buying. Now only if it would have worked for me :)

moments to cherish!

2006-06-21T08:40:00.000-07:00

Some moments are too good to pass up!

struggles

2006-06-21T06:15:00.000-07:00

I often ask myself 'why is life so hard?'. I know God has a plan for each and everyone of us but why challenge me so much? Or so it seems sometimes and this is one of those times. We each make decisions at which we think are the best at the time. Some are good and work out in the end and some just blow up in your face like a bomb.

I made the decision 6 1/2 years ago to leave a very secure job in order to be home for my family. In the last 6 years I have brought other peoples children into my home to supplement income. My house was very chaotic for these years, so much so that it was hurting my relationship with my husband. All the while he stuck by me with this decision making only few remarks here and there about wanting his home back. So last September I made another decision to stop watching the kids and give him his home. Here lies the problem.....

Money! I am deeply feeling that I have created a situation within our home that can only be reversed by going back to work full time. Don't worry, we will survive and my husband tells me that we will get through this but I am afraid it will be at a price. I feel so much comfort knowing that I am home for my kids before and after school. In my heart I feel that these decisions have not been made in vain but in necessity. I have been available for family and friends in times of need. I have made a home comfortable so that when my husband comes home he can relax (most of the time anyway). I have taken on not just the inside of the home but the outside too! I love this job!

I am hoping that come September I will be placed in a permanent school (as a lunchlady) and it will bring in enough income to keep us going and still let me be here for my kids. I know these struggles are only temporary but that doesn't make it any easier. I am open to suggestions if you have any. Or heck, money if you have that! hee hee just trying to keep it light! Who knows, maybe after this summer with the kids I will be ready for full time work! :)

THE PERFORMER

2006-06-17T16:33:00.000-07:00

Last night's performance was a rendition of Old McDonald Had a Farm. The kids sang songs and told little jokes. Everyone was great! Trevor played a pig and when he sang his nose bounced up and down. hee hee

THE GRADUATE

2006-06-17T16:22:00.000-07:00

Can you believe Trevor is going to be in 1st Grade? I feel sooo old :( What a great performance the graduating class put on last night. I was incredibly entertained!

It's freakin HOT!!!!!

2006-06-03T11:42:00.000-07:00

That is all I have to say for today!!!

the truth about me..

2006-05-28T14:28:00.000-07:00

i am tired:
1. of fighting with my kids
2. the lack of conversation with my husband
3. of just sitting home with everyone doing their own thing

i am scared:
1. of what the future holds for my family
2. about my health
3. about my husband's health and lack of concern for it
4. about losing my loved ones

i am frustrated:
1. with my m-in-law's lack of motivation
2. with our different parenting techniques

i am trying to:
1. set better examples
2. be a better wife
3. be a more exciting mom
4. work thru my anxieties
5. be a better friend

i want to:
1. have a better relationship with my hubby
2. be more healthy
3. do more things as a family
4. have a better handle on finances
5. see my parents and grandparents more
6. lose weight
7. have fun
8. feel great when i wake up

i wish:
1. i could say that my husband is my best friend
2. money was never an issue
3. i could communicate my thoughts into words without sound like an idiot
4. i had a second bathroom

i love:
1. my family
2. my husband's family
3. being home for the kids
4. keeping my house clean
5. family get togethers
6. mornings

i admire:
1. people who complete what they start
2. people helping other people
3. my parents
4. seeing famililes having fun

i detest:
1. dishonesty
2. disloyalty
3. spiders

I am sure I could list many many more in each category but these are the first that come to mind. Can you tell I am a little depressed today :(

surprise...surprise

2006-05-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

shhh...it's a secret.....in about an hour (when I plan on leaving) I am going to surprise my sister with a visit to her new house in no mans land. hee hee I am so looking forward to seeing her so if you read this (which I know she can't because she doesn't have her computer yet) please don't spoil my surprise! Have a fun weekend!!!!

Oh no! What did I do?

2006-05-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

Most days I feel pretty good, yesterday I felt a bit overwhelmed. You see, I started Weight Watchers and I am working on a pretty detailed budget. I couldn't tell you the last time I really kept track of our finances. Scary huh? I mean for the most part I know how much money we have and I am good about paying the bills on time but to keep track of every little thing is going to be a real challenge for me. So if you don't hear from me for a while its because I am buried in receipts and statements! Just kidding!

As far as the Weight Watchers? Part of me is excited and part of me is already screaming for food. I know I need to lose weight, exercise more and drink my water. Hopefully this will help me reach those goals. If you have any great recipes you would like to share please send them my way.

Have an awesome day!

Sasco Picnic 2006

2006-05-21T19:02:00.000-07:00

What a fun day! Today was Aaron's company picnic and can you believe he has worked for them for 15 years? That's longer than most relationships last! :) Anyway we really had a fun day. There was lots of good food, drinks and conversation. Here are a few highlights from todays festivities!

motivation

2006-05-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

So yesterday we had a dinner for Sandy's birthday...I made her a couple of bracelets and they were being passed around the table for everyone to see. I was asked if I enjoyed making them and I replied by saying, "of course, but I have to be motivated to do so". So in turn I was asked, "what motivates you?". Well, that is a good question. What does motivate me? I sat down this morning and thought about this one. For starts, my house must be clean. There can be no dishes in the sink and I need to have either finished the laundry or it is in process. Oh, and my bed must be made partly because that is where I make the jewelry. It's kind of funny when I think about it but I must feel that being creative is my reward for 'doing my chores'. This must be something I took from my childhood because I can remember my mom saying that we can only play (which included crafts) after we had done our chores. Interesting how now that I am a parent I still play by my moms rules.

So now when you see projects that I have worked on you will know that my chores are done :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDY!

2006-05-18T06:30:00.000-07:00

Today is my mother in laws birthday. My wish for her is....many many more to come!

Though she may drive me insanely crazy I love her dearly!

Happy Birthday Sandy!

courage...

2006-05-16T13:08:00.000-07:00

I have great admiration for those who can just open up and express themselves freely. I thought I was that type of person, but as time goes on I am learning that not only am I pretty shy (believe it or not) but I keep many things bottled up inside. Probably for fear of having to confront them, duh! isn't that obvious? Well, after I have seen the courage in other people to open up and express themselves (not just vent or complain) I have come to the conclusion that this would be a good forum for me to start this endeavor. Maybe, no hopefully I will learn more about who I am and what I want by doing so. So here it goes.....

Today I woke up just pretty blah. I haven't been called to work in over a week and I am beginning to think that I am no longer needed. I really have enjoyed getting out of the house and working around people again so to take it away (so I thought) brought much sadness to me. So much that I just wanted to be left alone to sulk in my sorrows.

Well today around 9:30 I get a call asking me if I can work Friday and Monday. Of course I jump on the opportunity and immediately feel a sense of worth again. Not long after that I get a another call asking about tomorrow too! Those two phone calls changed my mood so quickly it was an automatic lightbulb moment for me. I need to feel important in many ways. Not just as a mom, wife, sister, daughter or friend but as a contributor to life.

I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Maybe I will never know but at the time being I at least know that while my kids are in school I need to work.

Thanks for listening! Have a great day!

Revlon Run/Walk 2006

2006-05-13T15:49:00.000-07:00

Today marked the 2nd Annual (for me) Revlon Run/Walk for Women's Cancer. I am proud to say that once again Vivian and I made it to the finish line. Yeah for us!!!

It amazes me that 70,000+ people of all races/ethnicities can all come together for once cause. Unfortunately cancer affects us all and it doesn't seem real until you attend an event such as this. As we walk we read the banners with names and sometimes faces of people who have lost their lives to cancer. Then there are the survivors and the friends and family of survivors. One minute you find yourself saddened by a loss and then the next you read about a 15 year survivor. Your emotions just don't know what to do. Fortunately for me I was able to maintain a smile. Though my legs were not too happy with me I was there and I enjoyed being there amongst the crowds all wanting just one thing.......a cure!!

Have a wonderful weekend and Happy Mother's Day to all you moms out there! That includes mom's of pups and turtles too!

what a wedding!!!!

2006-05-07T09:50:00.000-07:00

Well family....we did a great job! As I am posting this Mom and Dad are on their way to Hawaii. It is official, they are on their Honeymoon and after waiting 37 years for it I am sure they will treasure it.

Thank you all for coming together to put this event together for them. Mom and Dad couldn't stop talking about it this morning on the way to the airport. How lucky they are to have such a wonderful family and to have had such a beautiful evening (and it was beautiful), we are truly a blessed family :)

I am convinced though, if we should find ourselves out of work someday we can always become party planners! Food for thought!

Here are a couple of moments from last night. Jo, can't wait to see your photographs and Aaron, can't wait to see the video!

Love ya all!!!!!

I am such a dope!

2006-04-27T15:50:00.000-07:00

This morning I received a call from work asking if I was available. I said of course and then was given my assignment. Today, Middle School...yikes! So off I went to work. In my head I am thinking that I will probably get the lousy assignments today, like dishes and maintaining the salad bar, I am truly okay with that though. No! I am asked to work the outside breakfast bar and register. It's one thing if you know what you are doing but I was told in two minutes how to operate this thing and that if I needed help just yell. So swarms of kids are punching in their codes and grabbing all kinds of things, the computer alerts me when their account is low so I am supposed to (keyword "supposed") stop the line and take care of that transaction. Well flustered as I can get these kids showed me no mercy. I ended up with extra dollars in my hands that didn't get posted to the right kids account and to top it off I think I added $100.00 to one kids account instead of $1.00. Ooops!!!! So thankfully this only lasted 18 (long) minutes. I told my Supervisor what had happened and she just laughed. I think she was just glad someone was out there. Anyway, lunch roles around and my assignment changed to inside the cafeteria. This job entailed overseeing the line and watching over the student helpers while the attend the windows. I tell you, its pretty sad when a 6th Grader has to show you how to operate a machine! :o)

happiness...

2006-04-26T10:00:00.000-07:00

What does happiness mean to you? Today, happiness means getting my hair cut and highlighted! I am so long over do.

Funny how sometimes just the smallest things can make the biggest difference!

Have a wonderful day all!!!

here I am....

2006-04-24T13:19:00.000-07:00

Did you miss me? I missed blogging. I guess I was just waiting for something interesting to write about. So here it goes....

I have worked at 3 different schools as an official 'lunch lady' and again tomorrow. So far its been fun, it's a lot of hard work but the kids smiles make it all worth while. The part that I like the best is that this is an optional job. I don't have to work right now but filling in my day with a different routine has made me a happier person to be around, and everyone knows that if mom ain't happy, no one is! One thing is for sure, it hasn't made me want to eat anything from a can. I couldn't even tell you how many pounds of Ravioli I put into pans today. Canned ravioli, YUCK!

So we just got back from 4 days in Arizona. We had a really nice time. Long drive, but relaxing once we arrived. We stayed at The Embassy Suites and had plenty of room for everyone to do their own thing. Hanging out by the pool was pretty nice too. Aaron and his dad took Matthew to the shooting range and Matthew shot guns for the first time. If I had my way, it would never happen, but Aaron is teaching him safety first and it gives them something that they can do together. Matthew loved it! Guess what? The gun show was in town this weekend, so guess where we went? You got it! Let's just say that Aaron and Matthew enjoyed it. It was definitely a 'boy' weekend :)

I have to say that I am very proud of myself. As most of you know I battle major anxiety with driving and this trip was either gonna make me or break me. Well, Aaron started the drive up until we hit Beaumont and then I took it the rest of the 260+ miles. Aaron drove around town while we were there but then when it was time to come home I drove the whole way. There was only a couple of times that it was difficult for me. One being in the high winds though Coachella Valley and the other was coming out of the passes. The downhills kinda freak me out. So maybe I am beginning to conquer this debilitating way of life. I sure hope so :)

Here are some pic's from the weekend!

{got ya}

2006-04-21T14:32:00.000-07:00

spring has sprung! :)
xo,
joleen

Field trip time!

2006-03-25T12:07:00.000-08:00

What a fun day yesterday...Trevor's class is turning their classroom into an underwater scene for Open House so his Teacher decided to take the class to the Aquarium for a field trip. I was one of the lucky parents to assist her. The kids had a blast!! I, on the other hand, was wiped out!

freebies......

2006-03-02T08:49:00.000-08:00

Who likes receiving freebies in the mail? ME! ME! I do! and they just keep coming too! Let's see, early this week I received 20 Take 5 Hershey Bars to sample and share with others (theres a few left to share :)) and yesterday I qualified to receive a FREE Home Cafe Individual Pod Coffee Maker, I am awaiting this Scrubbing Bubbles Automatic Shower Cleaner and last week I received a full size Murad Lighten & Brighten Eye Cream (retails for $75, I was able to sell that one on Ebay, Yeah for Ebay). Keep them coming!!!!!

Watch your mail too, you never know what surprises you will get :)

Have a Great Day!

who knows, maybe I will be the next lunch lady....

2006-03-01T12:11:00.000-08:00

So it's been a while since my last post as I have been pretty busy. Radiation treatments started yesterday for Aaron's Grandma and I will continue to take her to her daily appt's for the next 35 visits. I am really enjoying my time with her, she is the most amazing 85 year old woman I know. She continues to fill my mind with useful advice, hysterical stories and heartwarming circumstances. I hope that when I reach that ripe age I can be the same with my Grandchildren :)

Now one would think that with this obligation I should keep my schedule open? Not me...I am a Goldberg! Lately I have been feeling a little bummed, partially because I am not contributing financially to our household and partially because I feel that I should be doing something other than laundry and cooking and cleaning all day long. Don't get me wrong, I truly do love being a homemaker and full time mom but it's not enough right now. So I went on-line to see what jobs the school district is offering. I applied last November for the Food Service Assistant (a.k.a. Lunch Lady) position which pays really well and I would only work 2 hours a day. Perfect I thought. I just recently took the written exam and passed with flying colors. Next week I have the interview/oral exam. Sounds kinda crazy I know, especially since I was talking about returning to school but this would be a perfect opportunity to weasle my way into the office and have the same schedule as my kids. Can't beat that :)

Have a wonderful week!!!

INSANITY............

2006-02-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

This picture needs no explaination. :)

Beautiful Sunday

2006-02-19T12:47:00.000-08:00

I don't have a beautiful poem or dedication but I would like to share this....these are the beautiful things I get to enjoy this Sunday:)

Welcome Baby Balkus

2006-02-17T07:03:00.000-08:00

Yeah, Conner James Balkus was born yesterday at 5:44 p.m. weighing 6lbs, 11 oz. His parents, Matthew (a.k.a. Matty B) and Jackie are very happy and proud new parents. Aaron is a proud Uncle once again.

my morning....

2006-02-16T13:22:00.000-08:00

So I woke up this morning feeling a little down. I think to myself, "what can I do today to cheer myself up?". Well I don't know about you but for me planting flowers always lifts my spirits. Aren't they pretty?

Yeah! time to travel...

2006-02-16T13:14:00.000-08:00

It's official...we can travel!!!!! We are so looking forward to this years vacation, cruising the Mexican Riviera. Now it's time to start planning next years, hmmm...where to go.....any suggestions?

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

2006-02-14T06:42:00.000-08:00

Now this is a stone! Valentine's Day.....now why is it that people feel an obligation to shower their significant other with gifts on this day? In our family?...because it's fun. I have always told my husband not to buy me flowers on this day. Why? Two reasons....for one they are so darn expensive and two because they just die. We have always done something small for one another but this one takes the cake! Thanks honey, you did good!!!!! Have a fun and Happy Valentine's Day!

Trevor, the day after.....

2006-02-03T10:46:00.000-08:00

What an emotional morning it was yesterday, having to hold your child while an anesthesiologist injects him with medication to put him off to sleep. I felt as though I was putting him to sleep indefinitely (just like I did when I held my parents dog while being euthinized). In my head I knew that he would wake up and all would be good but tell that to the heart! Anyway, when he woke up he was loopy and dizzy but just like he always does he bounced back full force. In fact he told me that he likes that dentist and wants to go back. My thoughts on that? Not if I can help it :) Hopefully his phobia will not be so bad next dental visit. Unfortunately he has inherited bad teeth (thanks Dad). This kid brushes better than me sometimes and he had 6 fillings. Yikes!

I did learn one thing about this whole procedure and that is Anesthesiologists make the bucks$$$

this mom is nervous.....

2006-02-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

Well in a few short hours Trevor will be asleep at the dentist getting work done. Why I am so nervous about this? I mean it is done all of the time and I need to be the strong one right? Wrong. What kind of mother wouldn't be nervous for their child? I am sure and confident that all will go well. If our kids only knew the agony and pain we feel for them on a constant day to day basis. Wow, my mom sure was strong!

family in crisis mode...

2006-01-30T06:40:00.000-08:00

Why is it that when family needs to come together as one there is almost always one person who doesn't want to cooperate? Life is challenging enough, having to navigate it around so that everyone is happy sure does make it even a larger challenge.

Here is something I truly believe...when God was creating us he was dividing us into two groups...one group for the logical thinkers (those of us who look at the whole picture and can see positive in things) and one group for the ones who will find the bad in every situation without even taking a second look to see if there is any good. I am sure that everyone can relate to this in one way or another. Scary huh?

Duhhhhhhhhh......

2006-01-15T08:58:00.000-08:00

Just thought I would share a pretty funny 'duh' moment. When Sarah was visiting we went to the mall to redeem Gymboree gift cards that Trevor received for his birthday. So we are shopping in the store and I think out loud. "Gracie is having a birthday soon". Of course now this gives me a reason to buy a girlie outfit at my favorite kids store. We shop and I find an adorable outfit for Gracie as well as two pair of pajamas for Trevor (yes they still fit him, in fact Gymboree has upped there sizes to 10) Yeah for me! Anyway, we are walking down the mall and it hits me, "duh, Gracie isn't having a birthday! Emily is". Score one for Gracie :)

Sarah....

2006-01-14T19:36:00.000-08:00

Is it still called babysitting when the child is 13 years old?

Oh, to be 13 again.......

Absence makes the heart.....

2006-01-14T19:21:00.000-08:00

We all know the saying and we all go through it but right now I must be extra hormonal or something. lol Aaron is in Glamis with 'the boys' this weekend and I am really missing him. I guess I do like the guy! Just kidding, he knows I love him. He just bought a quad (a motorcycle with four wheels) and left Thursday night for what probably is the last trip of the season (with the boy's anyway). I am really happy for him. He has made many sacrifices in order to allow me to stay home and raise the boys. One of which was selling his dune buggy (his pride and joy). We are planning on buying another one (maybe this summer) we'll see what happens though. Remember Glamis Aimee & Joleen? Time to start creating more fun memories :)

on the mend.....

2005-12-19T17:15:00.000-08:00

Okay okay, so I took off a few days or so...maybe a week...but I have been ill...and we all know what happens when the wife/mom gets sick dont you? You got it! Life stops! So I am feeling a little better today so now I get to play a little catch up. Fortunately my Christmas shopping is done as well as most of my baking. I am so looking forward to seeing everyone this weekend! In case I can't post before then see you all on Sunday!!

Trev's Xmas Program

2005-12-10T17:20:00.000-08:00

Today we went to watch Trevor perform with his fellow classmates their rendetion of the Twelve Days of Christmas, Jingle Bells and Santa Claus is Coming to Town. It was quite a performance.

thanks Devan....

2005-12-05T20:36:00.000-08:00

Don't let the size fool you!

Why is it that family finds it necessary to purchase the most annoying toys for children other than their own?

Trevor's Knott's trip

2005-12-04T14:06:00.000-08:00

For Trevor's birthday this year he decided he wanted to go to Knott's Berry Farm. We were blessed with 4 tickets from Vivian's father so that made us really happy when he said Knott's. The day was fun, the kids got to ride what they wanted and we were in no hurry to get anywhere. Trevor was a little upset that he wasn't quite tall enough for the roller coasters but other than that he had a blast.

little visitors

2005-12-03T09:05:00.000-08:00

Last night Aaron brought Emily and Gracie over for a play date. I can't believe how much they both have grown. Emily is speaking much more clearer and Gracie is walking! Gracie also says a few words and she has the cutest giggle that so far only Trevor can make her do. We took pictures, ate, had a fire and played. It was alot of fun for all of us.

smores

2005-12-03T09:02:00.000-08:00

Have you ever made smores in your indoor fireplace?

'RENT' my review

2005-12-02T08:54:00.000-08:00

My orginal playbill and ticket from 10/97

So I went to see Rent last Friday night with Vivian...did I like it? Sure I liked it, I love the story line, I love the music but it kind of lost something for me watching it on film versus stage. I am a stage kind of person. To see something on stage bring s life to the story, it makes you feel as if you are a part of it. I would definitely see it again if it ever came back to L.A. on stage. As far as the movie? I probably will purchase it, but I won't pay to see it again.

It's beginning to look alot like Christmas....

2005-11-26T14:04:00.000-08:00

Got to hang the icicle lights...
Hurry Viv, get those cards done!
Our tree! (minus the topper)

Hope everyone else has as much fun decorating your house as we have :)

My Turkey...

2005-11-25T08:42:00.000-08:00

Let me tell you about my Turkey....

This year was my year to host Thanksgiving for the inlaws. I love having people over to entertain but it makes me nervous when I have to feed them. I know that I can cook but when there is 14 people anticipating a good meal sometimes the anxiety can arise. I have only cooked 1 other turkey about 10 years ago and when my dad was carving it he informed me that it wasn't cooked all of the way so needless to say I was very concerned about this one. I decided that I was going to roast it in a covered pan with a recipe that I got from the internet. I had a 16 lb fresh bird that I was going to put into an electric counter top roaster but the bird ended up being too large so the day before Thanksgiving I went shopping for a covered roaster that would accomodate it. I found one at good old Target :) That night I washed the bird and placed it in a bag with a salt water solution to brine it (it is supposed to help keep the moisture in). Thanksgiving morning I washed off the solution and put it in the roaster and brushed on the hearbs and olive oil. I ended up roasting it for almost 5 hours. It was time to move the bird onto the platter. O.M.G. I cooked it so long that it was falling apart. We had to pieve it back together on the plate so that it would somewhat resemble a turkey! All in all, it turned out to be a great tasting, tender and somewgat juicy turkey.

There is never a dull moment here! :)

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!

2005-11-23T14:56:00.000-08:00

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving everyone!!! Don't eat too much turkey and ham. I know things will turn out fine but I so wish this was the year we were all together! Love ya all :)

crack...update

2005-11-18T14:54:00.000-08:00

After 3 adjustments I think things are starting to feel a little better (just a little). It's quite strange how the body works though, I was expecting to feel immediate relief after the first adjustment. Let's just say I had a hard time falling asleep that night, the second night and it was alittle easier last night. For some reason I feel as though I was streched like a piece of saltwater taffy and I know that didn't happen but the little changes affected my entire body. Wow, I must have been out of whack. Next week I will go 3 times a week for a couple of weeks and then once a week for a while. Before long I will be back to the gym. Yeah! Hopefully I will be able to walk on the treadmill without my back hurting. :)

So as if that wasn't enough this morning I had a dental cleaning and exam. For the first time (ever) it didn't hurt, not even a little bit. I asked that a topical anesthetic be used around my gums and what a difference that made. Note to self, never see a hygienist without applying topical first! Great checkup! Yeah! The only downside is that once again I was informed that I should have my wisdom teeth removed. Not good! I probably will wait until next summer for that. I am a chicken huh? So this has been my exciting Friday!

Hope everyone else is having a great day too! Thanks for all your prayers and thoughts. I am confident that after all is said and done I will be a new woman. Only this time I think I will keep the babies off my hips :)

crack.....

2005-11-15T19:39:00.000-08:00

wow, I just had my first chiropractic experience. I can't quite say whether or not I enjoyed it yet but boy was I nervous. Why? who knows, maybe for me it was the fear of the unknown or better yet all the movies I watch where necks are broken with little effort. I am glad to say that nothing is broken :) So we reviewed my xrays from last night and without the doctor having to point it out I could see that my hip was crooked and there are pinched nerves in my upper spine. No wonder I have been hurting! He seems to think that this can be fixed in time. I am putting my utmost trust in him to fix me so I sure hope that he does.

4 Generations

2005-11-06T12:41:00.000-08:00

What a fun breakfast we had this morning. My mom, dad, grandma, grandpa, mother in-law, father in-law, husband, kids and myself all met for breakfast at Mimi's Cafe. The boy's were so excited that all four of their grandma's and three of their papa's were all going to be together. This is something that we all agreed we are going to do more often.

Thanks for coming everyone!!!

lessons learned

2005-11-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

These are the 5 most important things to me that I hope to instill in my children;

1. accountability: the quality or state of being accountable; especially : an obligation or willingness to accept responsibility for one's actions

2. compassion: sympatheic consciousness of other's distress together with a desire to alleviate it

3. trustworthy: worthy of confidence : dependable

4. faithful: steadfast in affection or allegiance : loyal

5. honesty: fairness and straightforwardness of conduct : adherance to the facts

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

2005-10-31T19:21:00.000-08:00

What a day it has been and it's only 7:20 p.m. ! It started off with going to Trevor's school for a costume contest (he took 3rd place for the Kindergarten kids) then home for a couple of hours for my lunch and then right back to Trev's school for his class party and a 2:10 showing of Wallace & Grommit with the entire school. We get home, eat dinner then off to Great Grandma's for a treat and then finally back home for our trick or treating around the block. While Matthew is giving out candy here I have Trevor soaking in the tub (gotta get that paint out of his hair).

Matthew dressed up as a Ninja and Trevor dressed up as Mr. Incredible. Another fun Halloween Day for The McLeroy's!!!

Mr. Pumpkin's Surgery

2005-10-30T17:08:00.000-08:00

Today Mr. Pumpkin underwent major surgery. It was a gruelling process. Once we entered his cavity we noticed that his seeds had began to sprout. He must have been feeling mighty awful by this point. There were not many seeds, which was weird considering his size and the strings were as large as cooked spaghetti. After about an hour he was feeling like a new pumpkin. A very special thanks to Master Cutter - Aaron, Master Carver - Matthew, and Master Scooper - Trevor.

Tune in Tuesday for his After pictures.

Family Fun

2005-10-29T13:25:00.000-07:00

Tonight we (Aaron, Matthew, Trevor and I) get to go see Michael Flatley's Celtic Tiger over at the Arrowhead Pond. If you have ever seen Riverdance or Lord of the Dance then you know what kind of a show we are in for. How exciting huh? This was a gift from Aaron's mom for his birthday which happens to be on Thanksgiving this year. Happy 'early' Birthday Aaron!

Progress report time

2005-10-27T19:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I received Matthew's progress report in the mail. He has 3 A's, 1 B, and 2 E's (Elective & P.E.) I am so proud of him. I can honestly say that with him being "my" child this should not have come as a surprise. LOL Just kidding, I'll give his dad a little credit.

I am so happy Grandpa has come home from the hospital. YEAH! This is very hard for me living 50+ miles from him. I am torn between being there for my family and being there for the inlaws. I know in my head that there was nothing I could do for him but tell that to the heart. If something would have happened to him and I wasn't there it would have been devastating to me. To think that I would let my anxiety prevent me from driving distances at night to be with my family is sad. I need to really focus on that right now. I am taking Valerian Root (when I remember) to help combat the anxiety. I think it helps but o.m.g. can I just say that this stuff smells so bad theat the odor can be smelled on the outside of a closed bottle! It's bad!!!!!

Have a great day everyone!!!!!

my twenty (finally)

2005-10-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

1. I don't do lists real well.
2. I am good at giving advice but bad at following it.
3. I am really hard on my kids.
4. My bestest (is that a word?) friends are my family.
5. I love to be organized but feel like I seldom am.
6. I suffer from anxiety and feel that it holds me back from doing what I want.
7. I love vegetables but don't eat enough.
8. I prefer quiet to noise when I am at home.
9. I like to talk but I don't initiate phone calls.
10. I am horrible with my money but I can tell you what to do with yours.
11. I love gossip! (that's bad huh?)
12. I need to feel needed.
13. I enjoy cooking but not from cookbooks.
14. I enjoy reading, it just takes me awhile to get thru a book.
15. I don't go to movies by myself.
16. I don't enjoy window shopping. If I go to shop I go to buy.
17. I detest garage sales. Having them and visiting them.
18. Don't tell me to do something, ask me and I probably will.
19. I hate clutter and useless stuff!
20. I love to climb into a cold bed!

RED RIBBON WEEK

2005-10-26T09:29:00.000-07:00

OUR KIDS

We bring these children into our lives

in hopes of teaching wrong from right.

the challenges we face everyday

bring questions to them day and night.

we hope the choices that they make

are from the examples we have set.

so we throw them in the water

and tell them not to get wet?

yikes!!!

2005-10-24T11:54:00.000-07:00

I took Trevor to the pediatric Dentist this morning for his appointment. It is a very impressive facility decorated in an underwater theme with a huge aquarium in the waiting room. Very kid oriented. The Dentist comes in and examines his teeth without doing x-rays. He was able to determine that Trevor needs work done on 4 teeth and the only way he will do it is under general anesthesia. I really do not know how I feel about that but at the same time I know this work needs to be done in order to prevent further decay and he has a problem breathing thru his nose so the dentist said that under general he will be able to get he work done faster and better. So we talk a little more about it and then I go to the billing department to discuss how much this will cost. YIKES! Over $400.00 (with Insurance) and then another $490.00 an hour for the anesthisiologist! I probably can get $320.00 back from my insurance on the anesthesia but I have to do the work for that one. Wow! this was a shock for me. Hope you all have a better day :)

my weekend

2005-10-23T17:23:00.000-07:00

So Friday I get a call from my sister Lisa asking what I was doing on Sunday. I let her know that the day was open and she proceeds to invite herself and family over for lunch. This is cool with me (funny actually) cause I will get to see Deana as well (my niece who is going to school away from home). I love it when my family comes over, we always have a good visit. Thank you Lisa for inviting yourself over and for sharing your limited time with Deana with us!!

Saturday comes around and Vivian decides she is going to cook enchiladas and some chicken called 'California Chicken' from a recipe book. Cool, cause now when have the main course for Sunday's lunch. Dinner was great, we had enchiladas and rice with chips and guacamole. Yumm...... Thanks Viv!

Sunday morning the phone rings at 7:35, hmmm...who could this be? Wow! It was Joleen asking if her and Alex and Carmen could crash our luncheon. The more the merrier :) Thank you Joleen, for coming over. I know it's a long drive but it is aways nice to see you (Alex too!).

I can honestly say that I had a very nice weekend. Spending time (even if it is short) with my family always make me happy. I think Aaron had a nice time? It's hard judging from the picture above (lol) and I know that the boys enjoyed their time with their cousins and building the train tracks.

Have a great week everyone! Thanks again for coming!!!!!

boy's camping trip

2005-10-17T10:19:00.000-07:00

So Aaron took the boy's to Joshua Tree this weekend for an overnight camping trip. It was so nice to see them leave Saturday morning with smiles on their faces and then to return with those same smiles. They had a great time even with the little bit of rain they had Sunday. I am so glad they had fun!

DISGUSTED......

2005-10-15T10:58:00.000-07:00

Today I write with utter disgust. I am disgusted by all of the drug companies claims to have the medication right for your ailment, I am disgusted with the media for allowing airtime to these drug companies to promote these 'so-called' treatments, I am disgusted with our government who funds these programs that create these drugs that not only cover up the ailments they in fact create more problems. Why are we paying so much attention and money for bandaids? That is what we are doing. What can we do in order to better ourselves and prevent further damage being done to our bodies and to our childrens? We can start by changing our life styles. We can go beyond our comfort zone and do what our ancestors did. We are programmed to do what the doctors tell us. We are programmed to do what society feeds us thru media. Who governs that? Our Government, thats who! We elected these officials to tell us what to do. Sickening isn't it?

So now that I have vented out some of my frustrations to you my challenge is to make some changes. These are going to be very hard changes and many of them I know for a fact are not going to be comfortable. This will take time, patience, knowledge and encouragement. I am going to try to post my progress at least every other day with the changes I am making in hopes to gain the support one needs to continue.

Some of you know that I have made some changes in the home already. For starts we have been only drinking organic milk and I purchase mostly (when available) organic fruits, vegetables, cheeses and some meats (you can get chicken @ Trader Joes). It takes some work on my part but I feel like I am providing my family with some better choices. The hardest things to rid my house of are the snacks. Chips, sodas and candy are somewhat staples that in time will be no longer here. I do try homeopathic remedies before synthetic forms. This too is hard because if we have a headache we immediately turn to the pain meds. So you can see it is a lifestyle change that I really want for my family and hope in time will make a difference.

Today I went on the internet and puchased a tea called yerba mate tea. I had just read about it this a.m. Do a google search to find out more if you are interested. Its pretty cheap and one of my goals is to lose weight and have more energy. This might help me with that!

So next week I am back at the gym 3 to 4 times a week. I am anxious to go back and can't wait to share the results. Have a great day!!!

pooped...

2005-10-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

Oh my, it's only been a month or so since I stopped watching kids and last night I had over Emily (2 1/2) and Gracie (14 months) due to a death in their family. I am exhausted and it's only 8:55 in the morning! They didn't fall asleep until after 11:00 p.m., Gracie woke up around 3:00 a.m. wanting milk (I wouldn't give it to her so the only way she would go back to sleep was laying on me) and my day starts at 5:30 a.m.. Boy, what a rude awakening when the alarm sounded. Can I just say that I was not excited about starting this day? So after getting the boys ready for school and feeding everyone breakfast (it's now 7:15 a.m.) we head out the door to take four boys to two different schools. Home at last now I can try to get these girls down for a much needed nap and begin our day. Oh no! the phone rings! What a surprise its my mother in law wanting to come over today to see everyone. Yikes! Oh well, I told her to call before in order to find out whether the girls are awake or asleep. No breaks, I tell you!

But all in all I have missed these girls tremendously. I just didn't realize until this a.m. how burnt out I really was from watching kids. I will make the most of today to enjoy them and play on the ground with them. Hopefully we will all sleep well :) At least I know I will :)

{invasion}

2005-10-13T14:54:00.000-07:00

I should create a mark or something when I invade my family's blogs.. hehe! :) I hope you like your new look! Let me know if you'd like to change the colors of your links or anything else.

big hugs,
Joleen

oh my....

2005-10-12T08:00:00.000-07:00

What do I make of this? These are the remnants from Trevor's bath last night. Should I start to worry? lol

there once was a pumpkin...

2005-10-08T08:40:00.000-07:00

One upon a time, long long ago, there lived a pumpkin. It wasn't your ordinary pumpkin, this pumpkin had personality. He loved attention (notice how I said he?). One day he set off on a long journey from Grandma's house to the McLeroy's house. Boy was he excited about this adventure. Here he would get all the attention he ever wanted. He especially loved his picture being taken.

The unfortunate thing about this story is that it will all come to an end one to two days prior to Halloween. He will be transitioning from being a pumpkin to becoming a Jack-O-Lantern. It will be an exciting moment in his life and we will all welcome it and cherish it. We will celebrate this moment by taking his pictures and placing a candle inside so that all can worship him as they pass by begging for candy on that blessed night. Oh what fun it will be :) The End!!!

mother (in-law) lode

2005-10-07T12:40:00.000-07:00

Look what Grandma brought over today!

O.M.G. can I just say that since I have been home (unemployed) my darling mother in-law has tried to schedule my daily life and activities! If it isn't the morning call asking what my daily plans are its the 'what are you doing this weekend?' question. God love her for who she is but whoa she needs to slow down. Can I just say that I LOVE caller I.D. !!

This year Thanksgiving is at my house with the in-laws. I was hoping to just have a small quiet dinner with nine people. Oh no, my mother in-law has made plans for around sixteen people. Not that I don't enjoy entertaining but in my small house it becomes overwhelming.

So now that I have made it look as if she is this horrible person I must confess that she is not. I love her from the bottom of my heart. She truly is 'one of a kind' and the best Grandma any kid could ask for. She is always there for me and NEVER say's no. I would have such an empty space in my heart if she were gone. I am truly the luckiest daughter in-law in the world.

Have a great day!!!

finger licking good.....

2005-09-28T19:15:00.000-07:00

Have you ever spent hours preparing a meal for the family thinking that they will totally enjoy it and compliment you for your efforts? Sure you have, we all do it. It's that little pat on the back that keeps us motivated to continue trying new things. Its the 'challenge' we face as mothers and wives, trying to keep everyone happy all of the time.

Well I was successful tonight! I made baby back ribs in the crock pot and it was a hit! Yeah, 2 points for me!!!! Bones anyone? :)

self portrait tuesday - together

2005-09-27T20:46:00.000-07:00

So yesterday (so I am a day late) was my 13th Wedding Anniversay. Yeah!!! There were many moments when we felt we would never make it to 13. I made meatloaf for dinner (Aaron's fav) and we just stayed home together as a family. Tonight we celebrated it along with Vivian's birthday at Sambi of Tokyo Restaraunt. It was really good! Here's to many more years!!! Cheers!!!!!

Happy Birthday Vivian!

2005-09-27T20:39:00.000-07:00

Happy 36th Birthday Vivian!!!!

here I am.......

2005-09-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

Well it's been a while for me so here is an update of what has been going on around here. Life without little ones during the day has been pretty busy. I have managed to accomplish lots of little tasks that have been bugging me. i.e. sorting tupperware, scheduling appts, clearing out toys, some weeding, in the process of taking down pool + many more.

Today consists of taking the car to the dealer to have some minor things done and hoping they give me a rental so that I have a way of picking up the kids from school. I need to make the rocky road fudge for Sarah's chocolate party and I of course the ever dreaded laundry which seems to creep up on me daily :( hmmm what will dinner be tonight? I have been so good at making dinner everynight. My challenge? Creativity! I really do not like reading cook books (boring) so I try to create new things out of old favorites. Any ideas? please forward if you do!

Well time to feed the kiddo so that I can take them all to school and start this day! Have a great day everyone!

my last day...

2005-09-16T06:26:00.000-07:00

today will be my last day with the kids i watch. i asked to have a few days off and it looks as though the new sitter either wants them full time or not at all. which i can fully understand, that way she can continue to make the money and not have any empty spots. i am sad. at a time in which i should be elated it makes me really sad. like i have suffered some sort of loss or something. i know these kids will be fine as will i but this transition has come quicker than i thought it would. the infamous saying 'careful what you wish for' is so true in my case. deep down this is what i really wanted and i know that after today i will be happy for the choices i have made. but is doesn't change the emotional part for today. their mom said it best to me, "i am so jealous that you get to start this new chapter in your life". so that is how i will look at it, as a chapter and this book we call life has the happiest ending ever!

my day...

2005-09-15T16:07:00.000-07:00

well my day without kids started off really good. i was able to get many of my tedious tasks accomplished. one of which was to take a bath and shave these legs of mine. oh how relaxing it was to know that i could be in the bathroom with the door either open or closed and there wasn't a little person waiting for me. a few hours later i noticed that the tub had yet to drain. uh oh, i thought, now what did i do? well the only hting i could do at this point is wait for aaron. needless to say when he came home he wasn't too happy. guess that is tonights assignment. sorry honey :( if this is a sign of what is yet to come i am doomed!

time for me....

2005-09-13T21:00:00.000-07:00

guess what i did today? i am in the process of switching my workdays from 5 days a week to 3. i have been battling back and forth with myself whether or not to do this and today i just did it. i felt really bad for asking to only work monday thru wednesday and i know i shouldn't but for me it's hard to say no. i have felt an obligation to continue watching the kids not only for them (and their parents) but for financial reasons as well. they have been a part of our family since birth! i love them both so much.

after listening to and reading my family and friends responses to these issues i can say to all of you, THANKS for opening up my eyes and making me realize what needs to be done. i feel good about this decision and i can't wait to have time for me! time to read, time to finish projects, time to go to the gym, just time. something we all take for granted (sp)?

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i finished !!!!

2005-09-13T08:59:00.000-07:00

well i made it a goal to finish the book, Little Earthquakes, on vacation. it took me a little longer than i thought but i did it. sunday night i finished it! yeah!!!!!!! i really enjoyed it and have now moved on to the suggested reading The TIme Traveler's Wife. so far so good. i am challenged in finding the time to read it but i am certain that once i get into it i will find the time. a very special thanks to joleen for the inspiration in reading these. keep me motivated jo!